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I feel bad sometimes

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I feel bad sometimes While attending bible studies this week, as we all were talking and sharing our thoughts, one young man says,” I am learning to trust God and I pray for my mother all the time.” Everything is going well and his spirits appear lifted, but in a moment, all of that changes, he sadly remarks, “I feel bad sometimes.” This statement sort of throws the whole group off. Where does it come from? What is he thinking now, he was giving such an uplifting testimony only seconds ago? A surprise rushing over us, our faces display expression of confusions, and no longer do we nod our heads in support of his speech. A silence fills the room. At that very moment, I wonder if something awful surfaced in his psyche. Is there some severe stressor he is battling against in his mind at this moment which requires all of his resilience in order to maintain some degree of normality? The young man never says what makes him feel bad, only stops talking and stares outward, seeing ...

Sweet Bitterness of Existence

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Sweet Bitterness of Existence Working with others can sometimes be a challenge, as I am sure most of you reading this have experienced. There will be personality conflicts, and some people, for some reason, will not get along; they clash like sweet vinegar and oil. At my job now, such a situation exists, and although I am not one of the inharmonious parties, I can feel the punches they throw at each other; the tension from their quarreling is affecting the entire office staff. For the sake of trying to keep the harmony in the office, and ensuring both continue to keep their jobs, I try to encourage the two of them to get along. But, true to human nature, with their opposite personalities, strong wills, and distaste for each other, the two of them continue to fight and complain. Both, lovely and talented in their own ways, my heart has developed a favoritism for each of them, and I do enjoy working with them. Truly, I would hope that they can work this out, and I especia...
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The Faith Passage

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The Faith Passage One thing I have noticed over the years is that God’s timing, or the period it takes for an answer to my prayer, might not necessarily agree with the timing that I wanted or expected. But one thing is for sure, He is faithful and has never let me down. There is still a long way to go, but God has taken me this far, there is no doubt in my heart that He will continue with me on this journey, pouring out blessing upon my life as He has done did the past. Pro 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. 6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” I regularly read because it reveals everything. When I stopped working full time, and I started writing, it seemed as if my world fell apart, and many difficulties came against me at once; things I never expected to happen, did. Honestly, several times I have wanted to stop and return to full-time work, in insurance; however, the Holy Spirit continued to sup...

Adventures Thru Wonderland: Blog Tour: Treacherous Deceit (Review & Excerpt)

Adventures Thru Wonderland: Blog Tour: Treacherous Deceit (Review & Excerpt) : Treacherous Deceit By Zola Blue Genre: Adventure, Thriller, Mystery In the Yukon, nothing is more important than fami...